Confession of my Ego

Maybe someday I might find myself
fully understood...
Of my past, present, and the future
circumstances. Not self-rationalizing.

I, too, followed the path of Peter, the fisherman.
Too soon- feared, tempted, or confused.
I fell in the sea.

God's mercy is needed.
and put my ultimate hope for it.
'cause God first loved me..
(don't want to argue with the predestination...)

There is no way I can show,
or even, cry out as loud as I can
to the ends of the world about God's Mercy
- the Salvation.
But to just walk the road with Jesus
in silence.

"Yes, silence speaks louder."

Jesus was silent in front of Caiaphas
not giving any hints of reasoning
or to prove himself - I'm innocent.
Instead he was firm with who He is- I am the Son of God.
(Matt 26:63)

Until then.. how much learning have to be done
through the lessons after lessons?
Just to be like Jesus.

My ego has just demolished the truth of all purposes.
Yes, and I'm still confessing my transgression...
and still will.

My last Thirty

Growing older does Not bother my innoscent (my culture) to deteriorate. I am learning so much from life experiences, but don't want to lose this...innoscent-self.
Today is my last day of my thirty. Argh... why is God spinnig the globe so fast? (sorry.. God. I'm just joking). Looking back my thirty... Dad went through the stroke, parents gone for mission for good, I met my One...
I will greet my new page with gratitude and with great curiosity- hopefully many good news. =)
Bye bye my thirty..... let's partY~!

Irish Potato Farls

I remember buying the Irish Potato Farls from Tesco market, London. (I have gone there to get some British made souvenirs such as: chocolates, cookies, and most of all white teas).

It seemed pretty very soft and delicious. As soon as I got back home I opened it and try to eat it for breakfast. Didn't have any clue how to eat it since never had it before.. so i just toasted it. smelled good. But very salty. 너무 짰다. 맛은 있었는데..

I did not eat the rest. and just threw it out.

But now I regret it since I found out how to eat it... argggh.

I was supposed to eat them like the sandwich.... or just like the 반찬.

Healthy Intaker

After the check up of my sugar level (which was unexpectingly-surprisingly high),

which everyone of my family members got shocked (but lower than diabetes)

I try to cut all the carbs and substitute with veggies such as:

bakchoy, broccoli, cabbages, onion, tomato, celery, etc..

and for the protein I try to sub. with:

egg, tofu, peanutbutter, edamame, mushrooms..etc.

I am finding myself more liking the food I intake than before since

I have become more healthy than before,

and most of all I have lost some pounds.

Good job eh?

Yellow Highlighter

The combination of gray and yellow makes one look pleasantly appealing.

Yellow and gray for this Fall?

Red madness

I have no idea, but I am so into the red shoes.

The triple-straps is the highlight of this season I think.

All about shoes.

I wasn't obessessed about the shoes... but these days the shoe fashion has become the most interesting to me ever. The designs are quite interesting than ever. I think more I know about body decorations, more I find myself into small things make Big difference.

Movie: Beethoven

It's the movie. Beethoven in a movie.. hm..
I was out last year but how come i haven't got
to hear about it?
I would want to see this one.
A film won't tell enough of a glimpse of his life,
but the glimpse will help us sense a bit
for imagination of the musical history.

Ratatouille

if you can't see it click on the link below:

http://www.ifilm.com/video/2851338

Cup of Spring

the Spring is blooming... and I am about to think to myself - "I need to clean up my invisible wardrobe. bad things go away. bleh." It certainly has influenced my spring-insider.
Feeling all Shabang~(in korean) in a way wanting to marinate myself with the floral scents. haha...

Topshop On Monday.

British supermodel Kate Moss appears as a mannequin in a Topshop store window to launch her fashion collection in central London, Monday, April 30, 2007.

like her styles...

My Little Space

This place is just a cup-of-cupcake.